! Murder !

 I drowned my emotions,

and sliced their throats…
they gasped for you ,
I pushed them more !!

Their blood then muddled 

my mind throughout ..
yet , they cried your names …
I curbed their shout !

For you , they fought ..
It was you , they sought !
though their life slid off them ,
their fading cries still called your name !!

I thought , they would leave ..

But so was I wrong …
a  murdered  emotion ,
Was mourned by a throng !

A dead can never die , 

I forgot this norm …
And the life of a dead soul ,
is really very long !

I kill each day , 

oh ! the thousands of ‘em !
and  everytime, like ‘em ,
I too cry your name …
to forget the same …
To forget your name . . .