Symphony...

  I drowned my emotions, and sliced their throats… they gasped for you , I pushed them more !! Their blood then muddled  my mind throughout .. yet , they cried your names … I curbed their shout ! For you , they fought .. It was you , they sought ! though their life slid off them , their fading cries still called your name !! I thought , they would leave .. But so was I wrong … a   murdered   emotion , Was mourned by a throng ! A dead can never die ,  I forgot this norm … And the life of a dead soul , is really very long ! I kill each day ,  oh ! the thousands of ‘em ! and  everytime, like ‘em , I too cry your name … to forget the same … To forget your name . . .

Dead   touches   life  !!! Inside the cold earthly chest did lie, A winged seed with half an open eye, He saw but dark and breathed too hard … Alone he was alive, all alone he sighed. He spoke to the leaves past buried and dead, To the flowers withered and the shed. They told him their tales of life and death … Like to a baby cozy in the bed. The trodden wailed at the solitary being, Fearing his future would be as theirs had been? Whether he would survive or be one like them? … Whether he would grow up out or mere lie therein? The dead then wept, all night long… And the little seed rested, listening their song! Their tears gushed  to nourish the slept , With two sprouted arms, he woke next dawn. He giggled and wriggled for next few days, And the dead touched life in several ways, The earth then opened … And the tender entered an all new space! He lifted and lifted and rose and rose , Like heeding to some sorcer

God moves his hand...   And a breeze does blow ,    I place my heart over the wind ,      Which everyday takes it to you !        You know not my part …      You heed not my heart ,    Though the songs of the breeze stir you well ,  But seems , you don’t need my heart L   I remain dead all while ,     Waiting for my wandering heart to bring me smiles ,       Just then, get my sobbing heart back …         Oh ! The longing and the pain multiplies!!        En-wrapped in tears every time I cry...      When look at me, you hear not a sigh?    And each time, I decide, this is last !  Until next time, I try hard forgetting past!!  And  here-now  , sending you my heart again …    Knowing the longing and the pain…      The twist is swift , as it drives my song...         Hope this time , it  doesn't  take too long !!         I break many times and shatter to despair...      Sometimes I wonder, u just don’t care !  …and someday, think ,

Last     to     wear     the     shield     though… This   thing   I   very   well    know , I     found     when     unshielded     it     was     free… But     no     arrow     could     pierce     this     heart     now, So,    there     won’t     be     any     injury !! But , Oh !  this   fool.. I     know     it     will Burst     therein     a     thousand     times… Missing     those     people     and     million     things , That     have     now     changed     with     the     changed     times ! This     heart ,    I     know,    will     dance     to     the     knells     of     sadness .. Like     a     madman     talking     to     himself ! And     you     will     be     mocking. . . Without     knowing     it     houses     you     still ! Silent     will     it     be     to    you    ,  And     quiet     to     the     worlds     around… Cause     which     can     scale     its     pain , There   isn’t   such   sound !!

sisterhood !   Oye dIds , this one’s for you ! =) The tiny hands that managed to pick me from my cozy cradle… and the lovable back, had been once tied to...so I may not fall..;) those fairy tales that you had told me along our paddle :) Oh! how I wish to get back it all…I cherish it all! the way we used to play all day long ! making houses of mud, and hoping that they should never fall.. the number of skippings and the races we had.. the way we fought over whom loves more-mom and dad :P ! the times you carried my school bag, and the times I did your homework.. those poems…that in place of you..,I'd crammed.. those thousands of pacts and deals we had...! exchanging stuffs from frocks to socks.. that royal leisure spent sitting idly on rocks :P adorning the walls with that modern art… and hiding behind each other when being caught :D the times we had quarrelled... and just decided ceasing to talk ! And chatting wantonly, the very next moment... and then realizing...ooops!  w

The  flowing  ebbs  and  therein  whirling  me ... Like  an  unmastered  surfboard  straying  me… May  the  tempest  come  along  dancing  wild… May  it  toss  me  off  the  curling  plight ! Not  just  to  say,  but  an  earnest  pray ... It  is  worth   life  to  a  still born  child !

T H E   T H R E E   T E A R S ! O Tears!                                                                You are the gestures of happiness { , You are preserved in eyes * _ * … You come out… On the sudden calls of the surprise J ! You come to share ... My joys J ! You prove you care… J Tears  ! L You are cheat … you betray me ! You do not care for me in agony :/ When my pain -bearing drooping eyes…     Need helping hands and friends.. Ñ O tears    You escape...stealthily and slowly , My-self unaware wholly… L You slip, slide..and roll and roll down… You leave me in the mid-way.. Cause you know my ship has a hole.. You leave me aloof , aloof ... alone ! …………………………………………………. the tear sparkled , then smiled.. took it all in its stride , and quoted this with pride ... “ you misunderstood me dear !                     My heart like me so pure and clear “ And…:( “  killing  myself...i give you relief.. Whi

Lighting the moon,  and pulling the dark curtains… The sun sneaks…  to rest onto the mother’s lap..zzZ! The jingling of the temple bells… and the chanting of the evening prayers... at some distant far off place, all blow the trumpet of the descend of the night.. from the heavenly space..!! The vast cold raiment, it bears.. to wrap the heated mother earth… to dissolve the scorching sunlight.. and to caress its children abreast ! The breeze that flows along... tickles the studded stars of its gown. they murmur and twinkle in return… but never do they frown..! The moon that lits  up the forehead of night..! Is like a newlywed bride’s …ornament of pride! The silence…that accompanies sings lullabies into the tired ears. and stirs into the minds and hearts… the beautiful symphonies ! ...and when every mind starts weaving a new dream… and the souls start connecting with divine... It moves her cloak, again round around… and volatiles eventually withou’ a sound! It awakens the sun…as it